Fragile

As tsunamis and earthquakes were happening in countries surrounding Singapore yesterday, I was still happily watching Ben10 on Cartoon Network (don't judge me ok), oblivious to my surroundings. Even when news of a possible tsunami attack in Singapore was being spammed across my (Twitter) timeline yesterday, I still remained nonchalant and continued watching my Ben10 though I seemed all panicky when I was talking to some of you about tsunamis and earthquakes.

But the sad truth is that the only thing I was actually concerned about was: will the world really end in 2012?

There're so many things in life that I want to do, so many things in life I haven't experienced, so many things I want to see around the world, so many places I want to go to.

I want to get into JC and pursue an education in University after that, I want to get my driver's license and own a chio car, I want to get married and have a happy family, I want to see what industry will I be working in (law, business, tourism or even medical), I want to be an F1 driver if I can't get a good job I'm happy with or if I can't be a happy taitai at home,

I want to go snorkelling/scuba diving in Australia's Great Barrier Reef,

I want to go bungee jumping,

I want to go skydiving,

I want to go windsurfing in the Caribbean,

I want to visit Venice,

I want to visit Rome,

I want to see an aurora,

I want to see a tundra (frozen desert),

I want to go California again,

........ The list goes on and on really. But notice how self-centred I am? It's just about me, myself and I. My wants, my needs, my aspirations, my dreams, me me me me me and me only. It's disappointing really.

It's time I grow the fuck up and become more caring, more sharing and more thoughtful towards everything and everyone else around me.

I want to be a good daughter, granddaughter, sister, owner and cousin

I want to be able to muster up the courage and talk to the friends whom I used to be so close to again, and there're really alot more but I can't find any pix of them in my albums and I'm really too too too humji to say or to go take their pix from FB la ok, I no balls (metaphorically and literally) la ok, happy??? :'(

Sigh ok enough of the sad stuff. I hope the world won't end in another 10000 years or more and please please please stay safe and be happy and cheer up everyone.