Dear W,

Do you even miss having me around? Because I miss having to remind you when's your next common test and which topics to study for, making honey lemon in the morning for you and passing it to you before your schl starts when you had a sorethroat so you'd feel more loved, studying with you and actually enjoying it, calling you favboy and meaning it, saying I'll hold a sign that says "GO (your name) I SUPPORT YOU (HEARTSHAPE HEARTSHAPE HEARTSHAPE)" if I ever went to watch you play, pestering you to blow kisses at me while you're in a game (HAHA), enjoying long long bus rides just to send you home, disturbing you about your slope hair and saying I love your long hair more, disturbing you about your friends disturbing you about us, receiving those long and nice hugs from you, seeing you give the "oh shit" face when you made fun of me when I rlly didn't mind haha, SEEING YOU BEING CALLED ERSAO DOG HAHAHA QUEEN JILLIAN MUCH, telling you about how my day went 'cause you'd ask though you know my days are always boring, going to your house to watch Ben10 and discovering your sister likes it too, leaning on you 'cause I like it, arguing with you who's the real pig - you or me - though we both know it's you hahaha, rolling my eyes at you whenever you claim to be the "precious one" and that I should pamper you, you fetching me from work, me fetching you from work once, discovering Bedok Point was a freaking food paradise, you telling me how your ahgong always give you extra money when you say you going out with me, me saying you have to paste a "I'M JILLIAN'S ONE, DON'T TOUCH" sticker on your forehead, me making fun of you being so shy around my family and you doing the same, me having someone who would peel prawn shell for me 'cause you know I hate it, us always saying we'll celebrate our birthdays together every year since 2008 but it never happens, choosing clothes for you when we go gaigai, you lending me your hugeass jacket when I was cold aww hehe, us fighting over my Ben10 bottle 'cause I dowan return your jacket, you getting jealous of Ben10 (ADMIT IT HOR HEHE), you always wanting to talk on the phone though you've schl the next day aww, me always secretly smiling to myself when you visit me at work, you waiting for me to end work, us doing so many things together...... The list goes on and on and on really, but what can you expect? We had 3 years of memories.

But, it's already been nine months and it's really time I closed this chapter of my life and moved on as how you already have, right? Right. And as weird as this sounds, please cheer up. I see sadness in your eyes, from your actions, and from everything you say even though you never really show or admit it. I'm not an idiot ok, I know, I really do. So please be happy, because you deserve it, I know you do. I just hope that after all this, we still can put all the awkwardness aside and still be friends. Because I really do want to be friends with you, still. Thank you, for everything. Because without you, I'd never know the importance and the true meaning of trust.

With love, me.