Over and over again I've tried believing in this stupid quote/phrase, but it never works. Ok so maybe one day in the future, like say in a year, I'll think back and tell myself that everything that happened was just a bad dream, a nightmare. But either way, the memories will always be here to haunt me.
Time dosn't heal everything. To me, it just represents a duration of how long you take to feel numb towards something. And by something, I'm referring to memories. More specifically, memories as in the type of memories which have strong emotional attachments to you. Because to me, the memories will never leave you, it's just a matter of how you feel towards those memories after a certain duration that defines whether you're 'healed by time' (in a sense) or not. Which to me, is bullshit.
I will never believe in "time will heal everything," because it never does. You're just 'healed' because you're numb towards those memories already, like when you don't feel a tinge of emotion whenever the memory flashes in your mind. Which doesn't seem very 'healed' to me, it's just pure numbness and nonchalance towards those memories. Because the memories won't ever leave you. To me, time only 'heals everything' when the memories have left your mind completely, or when you think of those memories and only remember the good sides (only the good sides) to it. Because that's when you'll never be reminded of, or affected by certain events ever again.
So some, maybe even most of you might disagree with me on this, but I really don't care, because I'm just expressing and sharing how I feel about this quote/phrase. I guess I probably contradicted myself quite alot in the previous few paragraphs, but really, it's just how I feel. That's all.
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