"I shouldn't like you but I do. I think I'm in love with you, but I don't want to call it that. I don't want to call this feeling love. Because if I do, I'm admitting that I think about you all the time, tell stories about you to people I know and dream of cute moments with you that keep me up at night. I don't want to love you because I don't think I can ever show how much I care about you, and I don't think you deserve that. I don't want to love you because you're not even mine."